i was planning to come to rehearsal today hyped up on venom, but i was such in a hurry to get out of the house that i forgot to drink it. so i came to today's rehearsal with 4 hours of sleep, and basically no glance at the script.

i felt the lack of energy in the warm up excercises and break-out movements, but i managed to get by. the actual killer was the script read, of which i couldn't jump in and have my presence heard as much as i would have wanted to. there are some dominant voices, like joe, cameron, and kerri, who really take center stage and control the situations with a well heard voice. when i speak, it doesn't seem to be as resounding or heavy as i would like to think it is..... so i must work on that.

i have to catch beats.